A Virgo mind is a very powerful mind and they must have the proper attitude for their life to be happy and successful. Virgo needs to get in touch with their feelings, this is why they usually seem cold or detached. They are very prone of living in denial. They will say they feel okay or everything is alright even when it's not. This is an easy way out. The one thing that Virgos do not like, is to analyze their feelings; so pretending everything is okay, is a good defense mechanism for not having to take a closer look at their feelings. Virgos have an unpredictable and sometimes unstable temperament.
They need to be organized in their mind, sometimes all their energy is taken from organizing their mind that they have a difficult time organizing their surroundings. They easily look too deep into an issue and over analyze what they perceive. Virgos are ambitious and strives to always know more and have more. This is in their eternal quest to bring order to chaos. Even if order is obtained from an outsiders' point of view, Virgos will not be settled, for they have a very active mind that is always thinking and can never be silenced. Virgos want to be of use, they need to be important and essential to everyone in their lives and in everything they do. Virgos major life lesson is to learn to trust in and have faith in the unknown. They have to understand that things in life happen for a reason that is not always known to them, they do not have to always know everything. They need to learn to calm down and not over-analyze a situation or event. Deep inside, Virgos are very sensitive and they need to be appreciated for all the things they do. When Virgos are offended or hurt, they may never show it.
Virgos exists in their mind; everything is inside. To the world, Virgos' presents a calm and collected exterior but on the inside, they are nervous with uncontrolled intensity in the mind, trying to figure things out, how to improve everything, analyzing and thinking. Virgos can tire itself out without even moving! Virgos have a constant drive to improve and be perfect, which can lead to extreme pickiness and finickiest. They are pure with honest motive, never malicious and constantly want to accomplish something.
A Virgo woman is earthly and she may seem cold and detached, but underneath the timid, reserved surface lies the real woman, a strong, passionate woman with a great capacity for strong devoted love. She will play hard to get, she is hard to get for she is worried about exposing her emotional vulnerabilities and getting hurt. She requires patience and you will have to court her and work hard to impress her. Once she is in love, it is for the long term. She will be devoted, loyal and make you very happy and even put a little order in your life. Virgo woman is conservative and old fashioned, a typical woman who is perfect for the man who loves a challenge and likes to take a relationship slow.
Monday, July 7, 2014
Saturday, June 14, 2014
"I Am Going To Live"
“I know better now, and so I am trying to do better. It is painful because the old ways are so comfortable but I know in my heart that pain is the only thing that will bloom if I go backwards and plant the same seeds I always did.
I want to feel the sun kiss my skin, and watch the light grow inside of me. So yes, I know better, and yes I will try to do better. I will trust that this uncomfortable feeling will fade into peace, and I will be one step closer to being free in me.
I am letting go of many things, thoughts, feelings, and people that have weighed me down until the water filled my lungs. I am learning how to breathe again without them, and it feels bittersweet but I know this is what is right for me.
I won’t explain or justify myself to anyone. I will live out my life with joy, with peace, with honesty, and I will not let anything unravel me again.
This is my story, and beautiful things will be written in each page. The light will soak into my words, and I will come alive in each chapter. No more holding back. No more pleasing you. No more making myself small to make you more. I am here, and I am going to take up space. I am going to live.”
- Dele Olanubi (via bealightinthedark)
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
Welcoming 2014!
Happy New Year everyone!
I'm assuming that at the rate I've been blogging, this platform has gone back to it's original state of pouring out these thoughts in my head! Since we're welcoming the new year, a mandatory first post goes without saying.
Looking back, I've always believed in living life with no regret and I've definitely fulfilled that belief in 2013. The previous year was all about healing for me and I'm really glad about how much I've progressed from that. As much as I've experienced a fair bit of disappointing moments this past year, I've also experienced an equivalent amount of rewarding moments, which I've been absolutely thankful for. But most of all, I'm glad that I've finally learned to slowly let go of negative feelings and at the same time, grown to understand myself a little bit better.
2014 is going to be an awesome year, with new plans laid out. Slowly but surely, I will definitely accomplish these goals! These year, I'm all about going full force in chasing winds and bullet dreams! ;)
I'm assuming that at the rate I've been blogging, this platform has gone back to it's original state of pouring out these thoughts in my head! Since we're welcoming the new year, a mandatory first post goes without saying.
Looking back, I've always believed in living life with no regret and I've definitely fulfilled that belief in 2013. The previous year was all about healing for me and I'm really glad about how much I've progressed from that. As much as I've experienced a fair bit of disappointing moments this past year, I've also experienced an equivalent amount of rewarding moments, which I've been absolutely thankful for. But most of all, I'm glad that I've finally learned to slowly let go of negative feelings and at the same time, grown to understand myself a little bit better.
2014 is going to be an awesome year, with new plans laid out. Slowly but surely, I will definitely accomplish these goals! These year, I'm all about going full force in chasing winds and bullet dreams! ;)
Wednesday, November 20, 2013
Why I Disconnected to Reconnect
While I was in South Korea a few months back, I embarked on a trip to do some #seoulsearching. Yes, I discovered so much about this city that I haven't met, but loved so dearly; and while I did that, I found myself amidst some real soul searching.
It felt surreal to be back home and it almost felt like I crashed straight into reality. It hit me really hard. I found the need to disconnect from everything, while I tried to find out 'what was wrong with me?' No, it didn't feel like I was diving back into depressive episodes. This time, it was different.
While I journeyed into this self-discovery, the endless chatter continued into the background and while frustration built up, no one could reason with what was going on in my head. Apparently, having a day that belonged to me alone, was too much to ask for. That, was disappointment at it's best.
Some brushed it off as being 'selfish' while the others said, it was 'child-like'; until it triggered an anxiety attack. For hours, I've poured tears and words, but honestly, it was something that could not have been understood.
All there was to it, was the fact that I've been to strong for too long, that everyone started to take it for granted. I was tired of fixing things, being everyone's backbone and punching bag, and most of all, silent.
Days, weeks and even months went by, as I retreated into having some reflective 'alone' time. If you truly understood me, you would know that I am an extremely dependent person and something like this, would have been considered an abnormal behavior.
Someone recently mentioned that a person is bound to feel lonely at some point in time and the real answer is, of course I do. In fact, all the time.
In these months, I've grown to become accustomed to being on my own. No expectations and just committed to my responsibilities. I only have myself to count on. I may have felt very alone indeed, but I've also discovered and learned to value the ones that would truly stand by me, and most of all, the ones that appreciated me for who I really am.
I've decided to let go of these negative feelings of betrayal, because at the end of the day, the one that got hurt, was me. For trying to protect the ones that I love, I got hurt in return. Well, I must truly apologize for placing expectations towards the people that do not seem to value me the same way. Although sometimes it still tugs at my heart, I can only learn to let them go.
It felt surreal to be back home and it almost felt like I crashed straight into reality. It hit me really hard. I found the need to disconnect from everything, while I tried to find out 'what was wrong with me?' No, it didn't feel like I was diving back into depressive episodes. This time, it was different.
While I journeyed into this self-discovery, the endless chatter continued into the background and while frustration built up, no one could reason with what was going on in my head. Apparently, having a day that belonged to me alone, was too much to ask for. That, was disappointment at it's best.
Some brushed it off as being 'selfish' while the others said, it was 'child-like'; until it triggered an anxiety attack. For hours, I've poured tears and words, but honestly, it was something that could not have been understood.
All there was to it, was the fact that I've been to strong for too long, that everyone started to take it for granted. I was tired of fixing things, being everyone's backbone and punching bag, and most of all, silent.
Days, weeks and even months went by, as I retreated into having some reflective 'alone' time. If you truly understood me, you would know that I am an extremely dependent person and something like this, would have been considered an abnormal behavior.
Someone recently mentioned that a person is bound to feel lonely at some point in time and the real answer is, of course I do. In fact, all the time.
In these months, I've grown to become accustomed to being on my own. No expectations and just committed to my responsibilities. I only have myself to count on. I may have felt very alone indeed, but I've also discovered and learned to value the ones that would truly stand by me, and most of all, the ones that appreciated me for who I really am.
I've decided to let go of these negative feelings of betrayal, because at the end of the day, the one that got hurt, was me. For trying to protect the ones that I love, I got hurt in return. Well, I must truly apologize for placing expectations towards the people that do not seem to value me the same way. Although sometimes it still tugs at my heart, I can only learn to let them go.
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